So, I feel like I can't really keep this secretive anymore.

I wanted to, but I really can't.

So, here goes.

Warning: This has a VERY touchy subject.

I would not advise you reading further unless you absolutely think that you can handle it.


Ok, here goes.

Because of my mood yesterday, and what one specific person said, I tried to hurt myself.

I backed out of it, so no harm was actually done.

I really wanted this to be transparent.

Yet, me mentioning it, kinda didn't help. At all.

I'm still going to be on.

But this doesn't change anything.

I still need to apologize, for trying in the first place.

And I deeply am sorry. I hope you can forgive me.