So, I feel like I can't really keep this secretive anymore.
I wanted to, but I really can't.
So, here goes.
Warning: This has a VERY touchy subject.
I would not advise you reading further unless you absolutely think that you can handle it.
Ok, here goes.
Because of my mood yesterday, and what one specific person said, I tried to hurt myself.
I backed out of it, so no harm was actually done.
I really wanted this to be transparent.
Yet, me mentioning it, kinda didn't help. At all.
I'm still going to be on.
But this doesn't change anything.
I still need to apologize, for trying in the first place.
And I deeply am sorry. I hope you can forgive me.